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I have always done things that appealed to me in the moment and are not worth anything in the longer run. I have spent when I am disappointed with myself. Lied and convinced myself into falling for the same traps.
I want to be so perfect in technical competence that I end up being little more than useful at work. I prefer sensationalism to be felt worthy.
I would like someone not to instruct me, but explain me. I do not know when I will tap into my potential, but I have grown weary of my habits. So can anyone say anything?
1Sorry, you're question is too broad. So can anyone say anything? is hardly an answerable question, especially since you give only summations and interpretations in your text. – Jan Doggen – 2015-10-19T18:34:14.720
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And also look at http://productivity.stackexchange.com/questions/1023/how-to-overcome-lazyness-and-procrastination
– Jan Doggen – 2015-10-19T18:37:52.703